May the tears you cried in 2019, water the seeds you are planting in 2020.
You are loved by a God who cares infinitely more than you can ever understand. There are times of testing, hardships you must face as you learn and mature into the individual God has intended you to be. Yes, there will be tears, sadness and heartbreak, but this is not your ending. This is a hallway leading to the abundant life Jesus promised his followers.